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FERAL BIO
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"I am feral"

1/28/2026

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​All pretense is stripped away in the Old Crone years - she has seen too much, done too much, and has already known the intimate agony of ongoing chronic pains - joints and bones and faculties fading, and the loss of strength. What has she got to lose?   By sheer will alone she rises from her slumber and slowly enters the forest, the abandoned field, the jumbled hedgerow, and finds the strength to uncover the earth-encrusted apple branches carelessly buried under the farmer's plow, to free the hidden buds struggling for life, caked dirt under her taloned nails, blood oozing in small scrapes from the dried branches and hawthorn spikes. She doesn’t care, as she smooths and untangles, soothes and whispers, sings and encourages, apologizes and supports - the tiny buds appear, take breath and hold the light - and she makes amends for everyday ecocide. Her healing gestures find the green fuse under the tangle. Pushing herself beyond the limits of her physicality, she lifts the heaviest branches, clears the matted grass, and moves the tumbled stones. Stabbing headache, chapped lips, sore knees and hair full of catkins – the Old Crone is nothing like the sterilized archetypes. No, she is not the noble witch, measured and wise. She is something much more – dark, rank and feral - a rabid unkempt force who gives no fucks for the soft comforts of the self, but only for the restoration of the hedgerow and the health of the forest. What else matters to the Old Crone? Eyes fading but hands holding, her love enfolds the chain of life - the tiny buds, the creatures of the soil, the deer in the distance, and the birds keeping her company on the branch, singing their songs of surprise and approval. The Old Crone does the nurturing work of the Earth Mother – mother and daughter both, as they are one and the same. There is no other reason for being, except to remediate the damage caused by the death-dealing patriarchs, and to care for Earth Community.

Pegi Eyers, May 5, 2026

The Crone teaches us to let go of attachment to the physical and embrace the cycles of life and death. Death is coming for us all and if we found a way to become more comfortable with that, maybe we wouldn't banish the Crone to the shadows.     Patti Smith

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    ​PEGI EYERS

    Feral Bio is the ongoing discovery of themes, elements and experiences that are woven into my personal mythology.

    Ethnoautobiography is a research method and a practice that combines elements of autobiography and ethnography, with a focus on the researcher's personal experiences and cultural context. It explores how individual identity is shaped by cultural, historical, and social forces, often in relation to colonialism, ancestral roots, and social justice. 
     Jürgen W Kremer and
    River Jackson-Paton


    ​"i am feral"
    GEO-CONNECTION
    SACRED SITES 

    LOCAL LAND GODDESS
    land spirits
    wolf clan
    the black dog​
    animist ENCOUNTERS
    magic & miracles
     inspirations
    ​DREAMSPACE
    ​Curriculum vitae

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    Ancient Spirit Rising: Reclaiming Your Roots
    ​& Restoring Earth Community
     
    is an award-winning
    book that explores   

    social justice,
    nature spirituality,
    the ancestral arts,
    and resilience in times
    of massive change.
      
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    The descendants of the tribes of Europe were
    so successfully and completely colonized
    and assimilated that
    we have been
    conditioned to confuse the narratives of Empire with our own,
    identifying with the ruling-class elite and confusing their interests with our own, which we
    in turn work to protect
    and defend. We were forced off our ancestral lands into the cities
    and factories of industrialism, shipped around the world to
    feed the growing
    industry in newly-colonized areas, and we continue to destroy
    the Earth that gives
    us life today, because
    we think industrial civilization feeds,
    clothes, and shelters
    us, rather than the
    Earth herself. It is therefore both
    attractive and mutually beneficial for all
    to aspire and actively work towards once
    ​again becoming Indigenous in place,
    firmly rooted in a landbase with which
    one’s culture has
    an intimate and deep-rooted connection.

    TLALLI YAOTL
    (RECOVERING WASI’CHU/WETIKO)

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    Too many humans have been led to believe that they are NOT animals
    but some kind of extra-special super-species.
    This is the BIG LIE that fuels predatory
    capitalism
    and the degradation/destruction of the natural world.
    We ARE mammals.
    ​Get back to the circle.

    BARBARA LOW
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